finally i got into PolyU n'll study in design EID stream : )
i cried n got depressed at first in those days cuz its not the architecture degree i wanted so badly,
n i knew i had a chance to get into it, n i knew i could do good in it,
but things aren't always going as expected,
everything.
it had never been a sweet 18 for me, never, ever since one bad fortune happens, and its still not going away. everytime i see her, i felt guilty, she's always been the one who stands by my side n supports me, but now i couldn't help ease one single pain on her. no matter how i pray, things still not getting better. i cried for months, i cried a river, this is how my 18 has passed.
This is why i feel in some way there is a price for happiness n calm, something that you have to pay for, somewhere in time.
I know its gonna be tough, and to my greatest blessing n with my whole life's fortune, i bless n pray her to be in good health n with greatest happiness of all time, that's the only thing i want now.
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just keep going with my EID n other things that i loved n treasured, i hope its gonna be a better year.
