enuf

Sometimes i juz feel lyk sinking in the deep deep sea, wif no directions, no one to be wif. being in the so-called elite class in a band1 sch, they juz keep on telling u dat ur not enuf :( aiii...

Okay.

These days i've been searching for volleyball teams to join, and becuz of it, i finally realize wat is called a 'small small world'. al2getr i found lyk 5-6 contacts, but one is in Shatin, one is of smbdy that i knew already whom i dun reli want to be wif, two of them r suprisingly of the same team and the last one is unexpectedly the team my old old fd's currently joining..... speechless.

It was all of a sudden to discover the sbdy that i dun reli lyk is in one of the teams, and im not going to talk abt it dats irrelavent. wt is currently bothering me is choosing to join or not to join, i've got abt 3-4 teams contacted but they r of different locations different age groups different training time n' different aims. One of them overall suits me very well, atleast at this pt, but its training time is.... 8-11pm on wednesday, which is quite a late time to me -.- n the problem is , i need a lot of sleep.

It seems, afterall, nothing's changed, i'm still a failure.