deeply inside i know this is not that hard,

but it could never be easy i swear.

i hate tears, and i hate putting this shit look " :( " on my face,

and i hate venting my gloom on those who have been undergoing the exact same thing that i've been through, this is unfair.


*
i cried again.
i have been trying to try my best and taking care of everything,
and it is you who haven't done the job as promised how could you be mad at me?
at least you should be paying some respect.